Brain Overload

• I just remembered my a-z. Had totally forgotten about it.
• Noticed on Facebook that lots of my mates have birthdays coming up over the next week. Remembered I do too. Next week. Had totally forgotten. Not that it means anything, but still.

• Time is moving too fast:
• My diploma written exam is on the 28th.
• I finish work on the 29th.
• I have a few days after that until my portfolio deadline.
• I have a heap of paperwork to do for work detailing all my classes.
• I need to recertify my BULATS examiner status.
• I need to sort out my stuff - what's to be sent to England, what's to be given away, what's to be disposed off and what's to pack.
• I'm leaving on the 18th of June.
• That is ridiculously scarily soon.
• I'm nervous about going back to London.
• I'm even more nervous about where I'm going after London.
• I'm not exactly having second thoughts about my plans; but I'm hesitating a little. This is why I'm not telling anyone where I'm going. I have my own nerves and doubts and don't need to have to justify my choice right now.
• I'm nervous I won't live up to the expectation the new jobs have for me.
• I'm slowly going nuts through lack of sleep.
• I can't relax.
• It's all work, study, worry.
• And more work, study, worry.
• I can't relax. I have no time to relax. I'm so way past natural energy. It's all about caffeine these days.
• I struggle to fall asleep. I struggle to stay awake.
• I want to have less things flying around in my brain. It's relentless right now. And I don't like it much.